tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58568121701827274892024-02-19T07:50:29.573-08:00The blue in my handThe wind blew an invocation and I fell asleep at the gate.Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-85947636923673627202013-06-16T23:19:00.000-07:002013-07-15T19:13:44.820-07:00那一年的芒花似雪<br />
有沒有更好的方式來面對這一天。<br />
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翻出你拍的照片,曾經稍來的信件跟盜拷唱片,卻不願意讀進那些字句與面對你的臉。<br />
一年半前見面你沒有提起,我了解你的難言。今日我錯過了最後留言的機會,或許也是如你所願。就祝你以後舒服與開心。希望下次,可以相遇先於離別前。<br />
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當時有很多的惋惜與傷心,流淚後終於都學著去處理。這幾年我處理的越來越好,於是我們談得越來越少。我以為這也不是件壞事,以為可以繼續每一兩年見面時談那一次。我想要代你走遍那些我們曾說過的一切,卻從沒刻意想要越走越遠,更沒準備好要面對你突然抽身就走的這一天。十月的台南,你怎麼會不在我的行程裡。<br />
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今晚一直想著這首前陣子聽人提起的歌,想著它該是你會喜歡的歌。 <br />
只是如今你不會再記得拜訪這裡。不會再留下隻字片語。<br />
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我默默在找尋過去的痕跡,那磨損的記憶。找不著時會慌,慌招來了孤寂,孤寂伴隨著恐懼。一個人獨自站在某個新的生命點上的那種孤寂,在擋風板被戳破之後顯得格外空涼,在強光之下顯得格外無力。於是試著擁抱孤寂,安撫恐懼,或是試著忘記。你感到的,是什麼呢?<br />
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<b>雁渡寒潭---</b><br />
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雁渡寒潭,雁去潭不留影,<br />
驚鴻一瞥。<br />
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潮來潮去,洗去多少足跡,<br />
一切都是緣。<br />
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多少人曾經輕輕掠過我的眼簾,<br />
多少人曾經闖入我的內心世界。<br />
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多少人曾經用思念將我撕裂,<br />
多少智慧才能忍下我的離別淚。<br />
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雁渡寒潭,雁去潭不留影,<br />
靜看人間是與非。<br />
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<b>In the End </b><br />
we all bear the scars<br />
yeah, we all feign a laugh<br />
we all cry in the dark<br />
get cut off before we start<br />
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and as your first act begins<br />
you realize they're all waiting<br />
for a fall, for a flaw, for the end<br />
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and there's a past stained with tears<br />
could you talk to quiet my fears<br />
could you pull me aside<br />
just to acknowledge that i've tried<br />
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as your last breath begins<br />
contently take it in<br />
cause we all get it in<br />
the end<br />
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and as your last breath begins<br />
you find your demon's your best friend<br />
and we all get it in<br />
the end<br />
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<br />Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-67979193038791129202013-06-03T22:16:00.002-07:002013-06-04T18:56:47.378-07:00斑比樂園<br />
初春天氣剛開始轉暖的午候,下班走出建築物外常看得到這樣寬廣的草原,暖活的陽光和還是空冷的天邊。<br />
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照片是一年半多前拍的。記得這景像總可以讓當時還對這個新工作新環境相當緊張的我 (第二張照片的影子!) ,得到一點點記憶裡的舒緩。而這片政府在D.C. 郊外保留下來的寶貴土地,百年下來也變成了小鹿斑比的無憂樂園。<br />
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911後這片土地在聯邦警察與鐵絲網的包圍下,鹿群們沒有略食者、獵人或高速公路上大卡車的威脅,鹿口不斷擴張,斑比跟人一樣成群整天四處閒晃(如果不太熱的話)。於是仿照流浪狗計畫,只好請人進來,把斑比一隻一隻抓起來結紮。警察隊長兼當鹿管處長無奈的說: 抓得到多少算多少。加拿大野雁群們也安逸的在這裡定居了下來,不時搞得處處"便"地。於是神奇的不知道去哪雇到的專業趕鳥人+狗群,每週會進來幾個小時搞得雁飛狗跳。<br />
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在這裡大自然以它獨有的詼諧態度在與某些過度矯正的人為政策說笑著。<br />
而小鹿,狐貍,土撥鼠與大便雁群,祝牠們可以一直在這片城市裡的樂土內繼續無憂的享受著。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-79588050006717479202012-07-15T21:55:00.002-07:002012-07-15T21:55:40.548-07:00Moonrise Kingdom 這悶熱又多風災的夏天終於有讓人微笑的電影出現了。 <br />
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好友婚禮上認識的女孩一年前決定辭去攝影記者的工作去學航海。最近聽說起她重新落腳南加州,好奇的點進女孩的網頁探聽消息,讀到她這樣描述著寫作與旅途上的邂逅:<br />
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"I’ll miss Yvonne. She’s gone now. Back to Germany.<br />
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I doubt I’ll see her again.<br />
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Because this is all there was, a friendship based on location and
time — a grain in the timeline of our lives. Yvonne made me think that I
wish I could document every single person I run across, every day of my
life. What if we could document their names, what they looked like and
how we interacted with them?<br />
...<br />
...<br />
Will Yvonne remember the few months we spent as newbies in Los Angeles ? Will I remember her?<br />
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And that’s why sometimes I just come here to write. Even if it’s about the mundane process of getting a license in a new state. There is more mundane in our lives than the non-mundane. And those stories are meaningful and specific and funny and a little dramatic. And maybe by themselves they don’t amount to anything, until put together, when they amount to it all -- just like all the people we run across, like all the Yvonnes."<br />
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一整段好熟悉的感觸呀。想起剛開始第一個blog 的自己,也曾有著如此相似的思緒。而現在擁有的,卻是好久沒動工的布落格,圖文少添的手記,和一台不便中文打字的機器。過去一年似乎充滿了變化,卻也成了圖文空白的一年。 在看似單調卻行事表滿溢的生活形態中想坐下來寫一段故事,變成了過度奢侈的心思。沒時間? 大概不是。多半是因為思緒緊繃而導致的疲乏吧。而有些敏感的事物在心理的保護機制下自然的就不去碰觸,大概就怕意外的引起什麼情緒潰堤而難以收拾。 <br />
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多年後的我還會記得那些生活上的變遷與起伏,壓力與感受嗎? 現在心裡的小事,像是計劃要種卻還沒動手的香料植物,多年後我還會記得為什麼會想在陽台上種上幾株綠意盎然的義式九層塔嗎? (是有個在理性與感性上都很豐富的理由才選上它的呀)。<br />
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搬離北卡六個月了,難免會去想它。畢竟是台南以外待過最久的地方,再怎麼不精彩有趣,也還是第二個家。那裡總是不難找到近鄰樹林與湖畔的房子或公寓;而我總喜歡在床邊看外面的松鼠蹦蹦跳跳。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-15467188120490492042011-05-02T19:29:00.000-07:002011-05-02T19:37:44.162-07:00This is far from the end<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span class="messageBody"></span></span></div><h6 style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;" class="uiStreamMessage" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="messageBody">"I will mourn the loss of thousands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in the death of one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that."</span></span></h6><h6 style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify;" class="uiStreamMessage" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span class="messageBody"><br />~Martin Luther King Jr</span></span></h6><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span jsid="text">Sometimes even good people have to do bad things in the name of good.</span></span>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-40246180780504990972010-08-20T12:27:00.000-07:002010-08-20T13:07:03.933-07:00180 degree South -- Conquerors of UselessLeading actors: <a style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.180south.com/crew_yvon.html#">Yvon Chouinard</a><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;">, </span><a style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.180south.com/crew_doug.html">Doug Tompkins</a><span style="font-style: italic;"> and </span><a style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);" href="http://www.180south.com/crew_jeff.html">Jeff Johnson</a><br />Documentary<br /><br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/cWBz_pxYC0A?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/cWBz_pxYC0A?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />No 5.14d climbing route, no exciting big-wall free solo, no near-death screaming. It's about two journeys to Patagonia and what's left in our surrounding.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" ><a href="http://www.180south.com/journey.html">Traces of two journeys 40 years apart </a></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102); font-weight: bold;font-size:85%;" ><a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://www.180south.com/journey.html">http://www.180south.com/journey.html</a></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Visit <a style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);" href="http://www.conservacionpatagonica.org/index.htm">Conservacion Patagonica</a></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">http://www.conservacionpatagonica.org/index.htm</span></span><br />(who knows, if you become a volunteer you may get a chance to have cup of coffee with <a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://www.180south.com/crew_yvon.html#">Yvon Chouinard</a>!)<br /><br />Old trailer<br /><object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/em3mIrbOeFw?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/em3mIrbOeFw?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-59277253356200274732010-05-03T19:53:00.000-07:002010-05-03T19:56:21.740-07:00When we all are growing old<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/PqAP5ZA2Lkg&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/PqAP5ZA2Lkg&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-67003547693541025602009-09-22T22:04:00.000-07:002009-09-23T14:57:18.412-07:00I remember you by your Favored Drink<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhL654BS7ODNwVftMXgO0Wx1m_WNLRZttwYmVxiVOIZ8LnrD32Jqtks38FY3R71KsaJdIXS8vKBLNqMQphvmlk3mvU6PcG-Zgux4C008AH-E8ogvrabrPbf1ujVDz2SauV6_E2JdbjHMOD2/s1600-h/l_4d8f4f83058849b895378bb70df36c47.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhL654BS7ODNwVftMXgO0Wx1m_WNLRZttwYmVxiVOIZ8LnrD32Jqtks38FY3R71KsaJdIXS8vKBLNqMQphvmlk3mvU6PcG-Zgux4C008AH-E8ogvrabrPbf1ujVDz2SauV6_E2JdbjHMOD2/s400/l_4d8f4f83058849b895378bb70df36c47.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5384780633340421074" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.myspace.com/pivot">PivoT</a><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><br />"你知道今天去 MySpace 打 window 就會看到我的樂團跑出來嗎? 因為我們拿到microsoft 的贊助,所以feature news 上面有寫...。" 每次都點大杯 Soy Latte,會一邊看連環小說一邊吃三明治的男生今天高興的跟我說著。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">[Picture] PIVOT 5-Days Album Cover on the Side of Raleigh CAT Bus。畫在Raleigh 市內公車 -- 貓線 (Cat line,因為我們學校是狼線 wolf line) 上面的5-days 專輯封面。</span><br /><br /><br />" 你的團叫啥名阿? 我回去聽聽看。上次說要去看你們表演結果沒去成...。"<br />我不知道他的名字,他很常來,我只記得他習慣喝的咖啡種類。扮演餐廳酒吧老闆的裘德洛在"My Blueberry Night"裡面有台詞說: I do not remember people by their names, I remember them by the food they like. Tell me what he like!...大概就是這樣的情況。用偏好的飲品代替名字來打招呼,似乎是一間當地咖啡店主客之間小小微妙不隨意打亂的默契。<br /><br />"PivoT." 對方在點飲料的貼紙上認真的寫下這五個字。我們都笑了起來。感覺很奇妙,好像第一次我們的角色互換了過來。他變成提供東西的人,而我是等著品嚐跟給評語的人。<br /><br />這裡是大杯豆奶拿鐵男孩(男人)的團 : <a href="http://www.myspace.com/pivot">http://www.myspace.com/pivot</a><br />肚子很餓的時候會點兩份食物兩杯飲料。<br /><br />原來叫做Eric...歐,原來那個老點中杯的叫Brian...Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-66298937140177193982009-08-07T03:10:00.000-07:002009-08-07T03:14:42.721-07:00Trying new stuff<a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/urea.viva"><br />都是老故事</a><br /><a href="http://picasaweb.google.com/urea.viva">http://picasaweb.google.com/urea.viva</a>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-71725040074987042802009-05-22T23:01:00.000-07:002009-05-22T23:23:07.118-07:00安心的擁抱又一個夏天到來。我感覺自己好像這森林裡的一株小樹幹,一年一年的,數著春夏秋冬,隨著節氣變化著生活與心情。<br /><br />喜歡的人,讓你掛念的人,或討厭的人,一部分的他們總是又要離開身邊了。<br /><br />有人去了山裡做事完夢,有人要去其他地方讀書,有人為了離開而離開。不管他們是誰,不管跟自己有什麼關聯,共同的是,似乎都不應該,去介入別人離開的決定。這是自我的,對彼此而言都是,並不想為別人的人生負責,即使很多時候,我們都因為活在別人的生命之上而活著,生活因為彼此而特意去維持著某種溫度。這卻也是肯定的,讓在意的人放心的去追求他們想要的,從他們的快樂或滿足裡得到自己的快樂或獨立的完整。這也是一再而再的,總要失落一陣子。<br /><br />應該是很習慣離別了才是,但又好像不是。把人留下來會好點嗎,似乎也難以說是。<br /><br />告訴朋友我要找個有庭院的房子,就算不懂種花種草也還沒有能力養條狗但還是想找個有庭院的房子。B也總是說我該找個有庭院的房子,對於在北卡長大的他公寓讓他感到無處可去。在環湖道路的另一邊,小房子找到了,只是他或許也沒機會回來踐踏我的花花草草了。<br /><br />Why do you look so sad?<br />Do I? I do not know. I've been tired of life all the time<br />You need a hug.<br />I'm steaming milk! can not hear you!<br /><br />"YOU NEED A HUG!" 蘇格蘭胖子喊著說。<br /><br />我需要的不只是擁抱,要是個會讓人安心與心安的,有心的擁抱。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-17710165533708221852009-01-24T22:49:00.000-08:002009-01-24T23:24:34.860-08:00另一個新年十一點我跟K很迅速有默契的完成所有的清理,關店回家。<br />身體因為連續好幾天不同的"體育活動"感到些許無力,一躺下來就想不動了那樣的無力,<br />生活上的那些不確定,讓心裡跟身體都處在一樣的狀態。<br />姐姐從加州打來說跟朋友正在吃麻辣火鍋,慶祝新年。<br /><br />是農曆新年呀......。<br /><br /><br />從沒有跟自己的過去離的這麼遙遠過。<br />從沒有過,從沒想過,沒有能想像過。<br /><br />躺下一切都漂浮了起來,不知道即將會落下或是漂遠而去。<br />即便再能理解任何一刻的當下都是過去所不能想像的一種感受跟體驗,<br />自己始終不確定該不該因此感到害怕,也或許是一直都在擔心害怕。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-91342691078061493412008-11-22T14:19:00.000-08:002008-11-23T00:00:22.544-08:00[追星樵] Celebrating for a little while, then Moving on...<div style="text-align: center;"><br /><a href="http://greatoutdoorprovision.com/events/chris-sharma/">MST Month Closing Event – <span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0); font-style: italic;font-size:180%;" >Chris Sharma</span></a><br />Live at The Pour House Music Hall - 224 S. Blount St. Raleigh, NC<br />Wednesday, October 29 - 6pm doors / 7pm show<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzFxw7NGD5W025QPjF5Z-ShANFU7MbeKSelzAsK8s2NxxW0y2zayY-JTNCqh8e5zZm9Bh_tqMr6iZOLDfpNU8WxRhuoHntI0QyHueqXlqlwnYtHX-m1ymOs39mqEOox1a67lWeVuoaboZq/s1600-h/Chris+Sharma.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzFxw7NGD5W025QPjF5Z-ShANFU7MbeKSelzAsK8s2NxxW0y2zayY-JTNCqh8e5zZm9Bh_tqMr6iZOLDfpNU8WxRhuoHntI0QyHueqXlqlwnYtHX-m1ymOs39mqEOox1a67lWeVuoaboZq/s400/Chris+Sharma.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5271673055920284242" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;">怎麼會 怎麼會<br /><br />我居然錯過了 嚇馬大叔 的到訪(嘴巴:阿...)<br />我居然錯過了 嚇馬大叔 的到訪(嘴巴:阿...讓隻字沒提的REI型錄飛去撞牆)<br />我居然錯過了 嚇馬大叔 的到訪(抱頭)<br />我居然錯過了 跟嚇馬大叔 一起喝口啤酒的機會 (猛搖...把協辦的Outdoor Provision型錄射進回收筒)<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">這條MST trail, 學期初我也是有去扛過鋤頭的...可惡的十月可惡的開會可惡的考試可惡的 (繼續射rei 飛鏢)</span><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DXW5u0qFDr8&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DXW5u0qFDr8&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></div><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">獨白小摘<br />Keep coming back with positive attitude.<br />Climbing is never an ending cycle. Finding something you're really motivated on, obsessed over it, and then once you get to the top, celebrating for a little while, and then moving on to the next stage.</span><br /><br />當然嚇馬大叔會出現在北卡跟我會願意去扛鋤頭都是有原因的。<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEij8cN1znLraFn4-lr4cSIXTFLJTtq_pKh6MSKyuVZuJstUq9rNe-QKsHliAlR35fNtv_azYRmC7gxRCQJUr-MAkOZWb_C2RiXBoKBIGhA4c5nTU8HbFFUPLGIFs8a1FYSa8imnAUD6QePz/s1600-h/statemap_800.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 126px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEij8cN1znLraFn4-lr4cSIXTFLJTtq_pKh6MSKyuVZuJstUq9rNe-QKsHliAlR35fNtv_azYRmC7gxRCQJUr-MAkOZWb_C2RiXBoKBIGhA4c5nTU8HbFFUPLGIFs8a1FYSa8imnAUD6QePz/s320/statemap_800.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5271712550643193970" border="0" /></a><a href="http://www.newsobserver.com/trailblazing/">Mountain to Sea Trail(MST) </a>是一條規劃從北卡最西邊的阿帕拉奇山區一路橫越到東邊海平面沙灘的健行路徑(好像溜滑梯)。從高山穿越山里鄉間,遇見平地都市,視野展開在東海岸的大西洋,而最後終點於萊特兄弟試飛大玩具飛機的沙丘小島Outer Banks(也是本州最佳衝浪地點),全長超過 900 miles (1400 km)。<br /><br />人們想要的或許不只是一條登山步道,是一個可以行腳認識這個州裡所有高度與經度的過程,一個得以有機會收集大自然與州民祝福的旅程。也計畫靠都市的區段能有經費附上腳踏車步道,讓老人小孩可以闔家歡。這一切夢想當然就是得靠著<a href="http://greatoutdoorprovision.com/resources/mtns-2-sea-trail/trail-workdays/">良心登山品牌,熱心經銷商</a>(會被拿來射飛鏢的就是沒有貢獻的...)跟有空有力(失業在家)的義工們來完成拉。<br /><br />嚇馬大叔呢(其實..小的跟他一樣老...),據說嗜好當<span style="font-weight: bold;">壁虎</span>以外就是做鞋。是的,除了幫做trail的人打打氣之外,也順道來賣賣小黃鞋Optimus Prime 摟~<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/IbNGcJTXq4Q&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/IbNGcJTXq4Q&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-34117062582969559172008-10-29T18:59:00.000-07:002008-11-22T22:03:35.229-08:00[路邊撿音樂] Hotel Cafe Tour, NC<span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" ><a href="http://www.thehotelcafetour.com/">Hotel Cafe Tour</a></span>, <a style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.catscradle.com/" class="l" onmousedown="return rwt(this,'','','res','1','AFQjCNEa8fjUBZpX3ag81NkmrKmEAX5NiA','&sig2=t69GuJmV_4WGQHxczzaWtA')" title="Cat's Cradle">Cat's Cradle</a>, NC<br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" >一群來自這塊大陸上不同方向的女聲,在這廣大的土地上以音樂跑接力賽,一起在旅途上。</span><br /><br />永遠不會老的大姐在商務旅行之後來訪,身陷大烤的我實在抽不出身再度遠行(自己也是幾天才才踏進家門),抓了報紙想就近找場表演來填補晚上的時間。於是又這樣來不及預期什麼的印了地圖趕到鄰鎮的咖啡店,驚喜走進五個美好女聲的音樂裡。<br /><br />有些歌跟歌手是如此甜美或青春著,哼唱供給著世人需要的,簡單夢想與愛情。<br /><br />我們不才在談話裡,慢慢點滴拼湊起過去那一段曾經,難以形容難以放下的晦暗不明,以致於被稱作青澀的東西嗎?<br /><br />而我真的這樣想,如果世界上能有一個對你最特別的人存在著,那已是一種幸運。<br />不知道還會不會有機會一起看電影呢? 最近在海裡看到了熱帶魚,總想起美麗時光大水溝裡的熱帶魚。<br /><br />以下是我說要提供的甜美名單:<br />(編了好久歐...)<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">Priscilla Ahn,</span> </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" class="desc" >Pennsylvania</span><span class="nametext">, </span><a style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" href="http://www.myspace.com/priscillaahn">Give me more Music</a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 0, 153);" class="nametext">Dream</span><br /><span class="nametext"><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/er0CtLK0Vi"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/er0CtLK0Vi" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="300" height="110"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/priscillaahn/music/sQDH3Xmg/priscilla_ahn_dream/"> </a></object></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><br /><br />Are we different<br /></span><span class="nametext"><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ap3nGUSFrXc&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ap3nGUSFrXc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Ingrid Michaelson,</span> Staten Island</span>, <a style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" href="http://www.myspace.com/ingridmichaelson">Give me more Music</a><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Be Ok.</span> </span><br />很適合打氣的歌。即便滾石雜誌對這首新作狠狠的只給了兩顆星還譏笑說是寫給幼稚園老師聽的,但這首歌顯然還是現場演唱裡的最佳人氣獎~<br /><br /><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/a8iylTZ_0Q/aus=false/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/a8iylTZ_0Q/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="300" height="110"></embed></object><br /><span class="nametext"><br /></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The way I am</span><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/jJOzdLwvTHA&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/jJOzdLwvTHA&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><span class="nametext"><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;"><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Samantha Crain,</span> </span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">Shawnee, OK,</span> <a style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" href="http://www.myspace.com/samanthacrain">Give me more Music</a><br />奧克拉哈瑪,這塊寬闊大陸上一塊寬廣的地方。很嬌小的女生,現場演唱有非常動人力量的聲音。<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);" class="nametext"><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KckKq6tHJ2g&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KckKq6tHJ2g&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Meiko,</span> </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">LOS ANGELES,</span> <a style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" href="http://www.myspace.com/meiko">Give me more Music</a><br /><br /><object width="300" height="110"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/a-WzNnimSr/aus=false/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/a-WzNnimSr/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="300" height="110"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/meiko/music/-XBCZSn7/meiko_reasons_to_love_you/"></a></object><br /><br /><br />即將加入Tour 的新臉孔~<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;">Thao Nguyen,</span>Wash, DC, </span><a style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" href="http://www.myspace.com/thaomusic">Give me more Music</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/_fGC4s0bjKE&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/_fGC4s0bjKE&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-42290085693358441312008-10-04T10:01:00.000-07:002008-10-25T01:20:52.397-07:00[老房子1] 破曉<div class="atitle_01" style="float: left;"> 破曉 </div> <div class="date1_01" style="margin-top: 8px; margin-bottom: 10px;"><br />2005-04-20 03:24:19<br /></div> 〈怎摩會想去阿?〉<br />好像該想個標準答案。<br /><br />不想攤攤手就說一切都很好,但也難以言諭哪裡不好。<br />簡短的跟大家說︰〈聽說那片天空高原而遼闊,適合帶著這些年滿溢的情緒前往。〉<br />再擠不出其他適當的形容詞。<br /><br />期望,再一次變成那個第一次上山朝聖的女孩,沒有人認識自己,也不認識任何人。<br />一切都是空空的,自由的,卻實在感知的。<br />乖乖的打包,換裝,準備寫行程。。。<br /><br />期待什麼嗎?<br />她說︰〈天阿﹗生命怎能如此美好?我竟可以失去一切而得到一種幸福的心情﹗〉<br /><br />或許偽善者的角色不會改變(比如 洗電路板的東西再毒也難以抗拒用電腦吧),自身的矛盾與掙扎也不會結束,然只是試著回溯,一切都是空空的,自由的,卻實在感知的。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-81324975913963790332008-09-17T21:13:00.000-07:002008-10-04T09:57:24.927-07:00咖啡色拉拉看世界為避免nerd 病毒傳撥出去,本文已被收到樹葉有專攻的<a style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);" href="http://ureascienceart.blogspot.com/">Blog</a><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">.</span>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-90223496143956996382008-08-23T23:15:00.000-07:002008-11-22T22:05:01.898-08:00[看圖說瑣事] 對街<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2hr4SyBLlBGhy_hH6oPeM6oODpg5hDtY81QeD2-9vlybzpFAoQebtA2R-Uv_hJJvy3g6wxEVWYqnh1dFjmw2k4DebXWo8_4baS21w4Z6bHh7HNySXbB-TEgyKwZkLeLGjPnN4KFnY7mIK/s1600-h/IMGP5231.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2hr4SyBLlBGhy_hH6oPeM6oODpg5hDtY81QeD2-9vlybzpFAoQebtA2R-Uv_hJJvy3g6wxEVWYqnh1dFjmw2k4DebXWo8_4baS21w4Z6bHh7HNySXbB-TEgyKwZkLeLGjPnN4KFnY7mIK/s320/IMGP5231.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237965222095804306" border="0" /></a><br /><br />上班的咖啡館<span style="font-size:100%;">總店。是從開始接手 Barista 之後</span>偶爾會被借調過來的地方。<br /><br />休息時我喜歡坐在這窄窄小小的通道上,<br />撐著頭,<br />看馬路上的光影飛逝,跟音樂震耳人聲喧騰的對街。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">我的外國人困惑小字典:<br />Barrister--> 律師<br />Barista--> 指專門做咖啡的人; a person who makes coffee for a living and sometimes a good living at that<br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" ><br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmpj97DPcAq-kALZfA4UPLaX_5nr2mCmhETs45aSa_VTRAl5h6A8_tRk3qbq8t3JqYawYikRq0rwYpkzH1BodfNhPmNwmPBvxGFJ1yIDz5sve2l8Lue7bjXx2Ljz4JO3Fbf4qyENNUi95A/s1600-h/crosstreet.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmpj97DPcAq-kALZfA4UPLaX_5nr2mCmhETs45aSa_VTRAl5h6A8_tRk3qbq8t3JqYawYikRq0rwYpkzH1BodfNhPmNwmPBvxGFJ1yIDz5sve2l8Lue7bjXx2Ljz4JO3Fbf4qyENNUi95A/s320/crosstreet.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237972527409400274" border="0" /></a>對街。<br /><br />刺青+T-shirt 店,<br />靠學校很近,年輕人跟怪人很多的酒吧,<br />據說沒有空調內部卻是鐵皮所以夏天像在烤雞的拳擊館。<br />都是我兩年來沒踏進去過的地方。<br /><br />人類是怎樣呢。<br /><br /><br />到咖啡館先買一晚清醒,然後去酒吧買醉,再到咖啡店等清醒。<br /><br />這世界似乎只有我們三個工作的人是清醒與真實的存在著,而其他人則是漂浮的仰賴綁繫於我們的存在。<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdtbePWkV5P3USUCdFeWlo_7MTU7iCWCVJj3NHkZYpw3o99cGUVKV-dUg95wuqpzA4rB3oacn6lYxp-MiCnhh_eE6D0kAcufGqM-29hIGo7pcTyyCmBZpLllgRVQvSS7Z0gfGXs0eQZZS0/s1600-h/IMGP5234.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgdtbePWkV5P3USUCdFeWlo_7MTU7iCWCVJj3NHkZYpw3o99cGUVKV-dUg95wuqpzA4rB3oacn6lYxp-MiCnhh_eE6D0kAcufGqM-29hIGo7pcTyyCmBZpLllgRVQvSS7Z0gfGXs0eQZZS0/s320/IMGP5234.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237976370052675826" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">雨後白天的它顯得特別沉寂,整排低矮磚造的老房子一心只想休息,似乎一點力氣聲音都不願意發出。我想那酒保或許也是;每晚上班前都會來帶特大杯的香草拿鐵,總是鬍渣,沒有表情的臉,沒有眼神交會,深深的黑眼圈,慷慨的小費。</span><br /><br />最有生氣的大概是那在天上牽的熱熱鬧鬧的電纜線們吧。<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwg3YtJ_qWicNrksBp_FRaNbGrfAXBSVMe2WG0_b6wzV-1sNJcEY3K1QK9Da4JknXoJsz5J4tjuWsOfcEgnUivXraKimEyqi0-Xsx5kvC_DHJ8ZOubuAE2ayoFIjthyqBKt5cxJSKUk3tt/s1600-h/bestof_rockem_sockem_083_adjusted.gif"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwg3YtJ_qWicNrksBp_FRaNbGrfAXBSVMe2WG0_b6wzV-1sNJcEY3K1QK9Da4JknXoJsz5J4tjuWsOfcEgnUivXraKimEyqi0-Xsx5kvC_DHJ8ZOubuAE2ayoFIjthyqBKt5cxJSKUk3tt/s320/bestof_rockem_sockem_083_adjusted.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5238106828782702898" border="0" /></a>猜想一部分原因是在對街這類老顧客的支持下,<br />咖啡店被報紙票選為今年度Triangle Area (Raleigh, Durham, Chapel-Hill) 最好的咖啡店。<br /><br />獲贈詭異獎狀一張。<br /><br />真是幫老闆高興幫自己慶幸。<br />在喝下我不管是傷心還是開心的鼻涕跟口水之後,大家都還健康平安。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0jppZZdhbNjfM_29HQ6TYCTrjjG6Z6LF_oe7jnY_7XYtsKbdyrTY8GqjdbUgTdrJNV8fBqAeqCeN6TsyZxi47YKrB5p5Gqp3k-d9RZzM91hM5ET0Upx5zV7bk2jlxssiABMevW_zhsCbJ/s1600-h/beachsoccer_08.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0jppZZdhbNjfM_29HQ6TYCTrjjG6Z6LF_oe7jnY_7XYtsKbdyrTY8GqjdbUgTdrJNV8fBqAeqCeN6TsyZxi47YKrB5p5Gqp3k-d9RZzM91hM5ET0Upx5zV7bk2jlxssiABMevW_zhsCbJ/s320/beachsoccer_08.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5237987515065257106" border="0" /></a>夏天靠近了末尾,學校開始前趕緊又跑去海邊看看。<br /><br />這個夏天好像有點被什麼東西拖住似的漫長著。<br />很多事情有點忙亂,也好像跑了好多地方。<br /><br />有最喜歡的亞熱帶太平洋;有老伯伯說我一定拉不動的超級鯉魚風箏(應該有十隻大魚吧) 飄揚,思緒卻如海草糾結的東京灣;還有這個一直被我嫌不夠湛藍,卻還是默默等待我回來的大西洋。<br /><br />你所在意的人們始終會不斷的在你心裡跟生命裡走進來走出去,預期內或預期外,而你總得繼續學習微笑處理與面對。很多時候告訴自己盡可能溫暖柔軟一點,卻還是常常沒有辦法去做到。一但累了似乎就開始任性了,只想像沙雕一樣,任一波一波來去的浪拍打,變形、散落,離人而去,一心只想回到海裡,尋找想像中在羊水裡的那份完全安全自在。<br />這態度大概很糟吧。<br /><br /><br />啤酒、足球、三明治、俄羅斯製的LOMO機跟很多很多聽不懂的俄羅斯話。<span style="font-size:85%;">(小閒,大家一直覺得很有趣我怎麼在玩他們高中後不想玩的塑膠相機。)</span><br /><br />不知道夏天到底會怎麼樣走過尾聲。<br />不知道幻燈片展般的紀錄方式到底能為老了的自己(如果有機會老去) 留下多少情感與真實。<br /><br />慶祝半年來第一個早上九點就起床的日子,容許這團哼哼咍咍一下。<br /><object height="110" width="300"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/qdHLAtDVBA"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/qdHLAtDVBA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="110" width="300"></embed><a href="http://www.imeem.com/peekie/music/qUVSqXkz/travis_slide_showinc_hidden_track/"></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">(不喜歡吵的人請在五分鐘之後關掉撥放器)</span><br /></object>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-28381965067687880282008-07-27T22:28:00.000-07:002008-11-22T22:12:06.707-08:00第十七年的夏天。夏天回到這裡以後老覺得窗外的蟬叫得特別響亮 (已經快要讓我心裡會默念"到底是在吵什麼"的響亮)。 無意間跟朋友提起這件事,他說:<br /><br />"今年夏天是蟬出土的年。"<br />"蟬每年都出會土阿~ " (心想,台灣很多蟬歐,不要隨便哄我....)<br /><br />北卡今年的夏天可是昆蟲界大大事件的一個夏天;叫做 "<span style="font-weight: bold;">十七年蟬</span>" (<span style="font-style: italic;">17-year periodic cicadas</span>) 的傢伙爬出土了!<br /><br />一生要在土裡醞釀十七年,十七年後大家一起出土約三個禮拜,交朋友,約會,結婚生卵,死亡。窗外的響亮是來自那十七年累積的能量,夾帶著要讓生命完整的所有使命。(應該,不會有人選這種東西當論文題目吧....)<br /><br />等牠們下次再出來時...是一個我完全沒有概念自己會在哪的下次了。<br />回家後趕緊寫下來這件事,還有: 今年夏天請努力多聽一點。<br /><br />=========<br /><br />"我不確定剛跑完很多步能不能馬上洗澡耶......瑜珈老師說氣孔全開時要避免壞的氣跑進去..." 電話裡跟約好一起晚餐的 C 抱歉的說。<br /><br />"你以為你是樹葉嗎??!! 請快去洗! "<br /><br />在鬆餅店裡,把這個夏天到目前為止最困擾的事詳詳細細的說了一遍。<br /><br />"妳自己都把答案說出來了卻非得要從我嘴巴裡描述出來你才理解??!!"<br />"妳這個罪魁禍首還一派真誠快樂的樣子就是最讓人生氣的事情。"<br /><br />"妳的道歉太無力拉! 舉例來說妳知道我都怎麼哄我媽的嗎?........."Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-34949491398402344532008-07-26T22:31:00.000-07:002008-12-10T18:54:35.520-08:00年久需修<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjY9SZffmQLpzpD7WST2ayqE2gAguDMmxcAwoioRMysHjkCX5G8-2ILUu4wsTBL0wigFk_8KaMIQ03zC-UJFtr2CgWztOYQ35hyphenhyphenNYeKmT0JbMTa7-8EQkFxu8Fjs_syTcwblaDIY95vgWLm/s1600-h/IMGP4706.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjY9SZffmQLpzpD7WST2ayqE2gAguDMmxcAwoioRMysHjkCX5G8-2ILUu4wsTBL0wigFk_8KaMIQ03zC-UJFtr2CgWztOYQ35hyphenhyphenNYeKmT0JbMTa7-8EQkFxu8Fjs_syTcwblaDIY95vgWLm/s320/IMGP4706.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5227576940093903618" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:85%;" ><br /><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" >根岸,東京都;陰天,漫步天。</span><br /><br />把舊新聞台複習了一遍。感覺舊新聞台就像這老房子,在我心裡有股獨特的迷人味道,也有點年久失修的樣貌。<br /><br />想把東西都搬過來一起,也當作一個備份動作。在只會拷貝貼上的情況下,應該會是一場漫長的苦戰。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-15850096218973430512008-06-11T13:14:00.000-07:002008-12-10T18:54:35.671-08:00拜!請!媽!祖!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEh9yJ78xY7xlY2pp3_KYB_3wV5qTQRYVcsNUKM_WgSG671WiGcHVL9n1w2T8zhBpG04yEsJij_zDAfxyiclBSW_yMm3c9cGfu3TD3J7H_7qaQrdCPEsqZo10_DJfZKrpOxeZZj6gSpOmd/s1600-h/%E5%AA%BD%E7%A5%96%E6%B5%B7%E5%A0%B1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhEh9yJ78xY7xlY2pp3_KYB_3wV5qTQRYVcsNUKM_WgSG671WiGcHVL9n1w2T8zhBpG04yEsJij_zDAfxyiclBSW_yMm3c9cGfu3TD3J7H_7qaQrdCPEsqZo10_DJfZKrpOxeZZj6gSpOmd/s400/%E5%AA%BD%E7%A5%96%E6%B5%B7%E5%A0%B1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5211347284458549314" /></a><br /> <br /> <br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">拜到差點害媽祖被遣送出境。</span><br /><br />結束08初夏放眼台灣過境日本的行程,一回家馬上看到一疊郵局越來越憤怒的包裹領取通知單。郵差好心的在最後通知的單子上用螢光筆將所有重點畫了記號,姓名,地址,傳遞日期、、、重點是他奶奶的兩天後你再不來領我們就要把這大信封袋送回老家了。還好媽祖是有自保能力的;沒有像當年從玻利維亞寄來的包裹一樣環繞世界一周最後還是被送走,我總算在媽祖要被遣返之前被她召喚進了家門。<br /><br />是久未見面的Gingin學長在一個多月前寄出的這份充滿民間信仰溫暖的祝福。(背後的雙面膠不知道是不是代表海報是跟媽祖廟幹來的。) 這次回台灣,自己還正努力不懈的告訴友人們,觀看"練習曲"時,媽祖出巡遶境的那場戲,有多切中鄉愁的令人心頭徬徨淚眼迷濛。冥冥中媽祖真的乘搭著大信封,渡海而來了。<br /><br />好像一直是愛看慶典的傢伙。抬轎者(或拉美的舞者)極度疲累卻又超入神的意念狀態彷彿連通了觀者與神祉之間的祥和虔敬歡樂,在各家獨有的音樂與色彩裡深入民間人心;我大概很著迷於在色彩與人聲喧騰裡,兩種極大落差精神狀態之間構成的張力吧。<br /><br />媽祖現在就住在拉美大帥哥切格瓦拉隔壁;等我換大房間再把她供奉起來。<br /><br /><br />(媽祖到底何時大駕光臨的呢? 原來就是在我返鄉飛機起飛的那一天,她就開始在這裡等我回家了呀。<br /> 金金這種狀況要吞個五百根針做算嗎?)Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-56113951867554095362008-04-06T22:45:00.000-07:002008-05-12T23:25:59.841-07:00夏天,美好的慢跑 (Jogging Gorgeous Summer)<span style="font-weight: bold;">美好的夏天,慢跑去。</span><br /><br />週四晚我們都沒有睡覺,因為期末考。下午卻充滿互相較量意味的相約繼續平常的慣例到湖邊跑步,想看誰會先喊停叫累。跑步路徑經過一處小山丘,湖邊突出的山丘地形就像美好的跳水台,讓人不禁想著如果跑一跑就可以跳下去游泳該有多好。捷克好友聽了這想法笑著用了一個詞彙形容我的背景跟這樣的聯想關係,他叫我<br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> "Islander"</span></span><br /><br />(嘿,是個形容我的新辭彙呢~) 忽然想起Sei也曾說過,"我家鄉的地方跟你國家一樣,是個靠海很近的地方"。過去一提到"島上的人"阿,我多半馬上想到澎湖跟蘭嶼之類一小時內可以逛完的島才是真正的島。現在才恍然大悟,我的家鄉,原來對其他人來說,已經是名符其實汪洋上的小島了(原來我有小島自大症)。<br /><br />Islander...我喜歡這個形容呢。<br /><br />那就要聽這個歌啦~<br /><br />好像再多天不睡覺都會有力氣跑步,失戀再多次也不會對人類失去信心。<br />一想到夏天跟即將擁我入懷的亞熱帶太平洋,心真是整個都蹦蹦跳跳了起來~<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >Jogging Gorgeous Summer_by Islands</span><br /><br /><object height="80" width="300"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/CjS534M_Nt/aus=false/"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://media.imeem.com/m/CjS534M_Nt/aus=false/" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="110" width="300"></embed></object><br /><br /><補充後記><br /><br />今天早上店裡一個壯碩的白人男生以無比興奮的口吻跟我說,"你知道嗎!你們居然有賣珍珠奶茶耶!我在夏威夷長大,我每天都要喝珍珠奶茶;後來搬到西雅圖,珍珠奶茶也不難找,但是到了北卡,我都找不到阿!" (真巧,我也是對這家咖啡店有賣芒果bubble tea "狐疑"了很久)<br /><br />"哈,我知道你的辛苦,我原籍台灣!" 於是他話夾子更打開了,終於,有人可以跟他討論珍珠芋頭奶茶的美味奧妙....。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-90316340131468588112008-03-30T19:20:00.000-07:002008-12-10T18:54:36.310-08:00春天,珈琲時光 (Café Lumière)時光真是流轉的比咖啡香味逸散的速度還要快許多。第一場梨樹花開花落之後,驚覺不為日子多寫點筆記,逐漸老去長繭的腦袋跟心好像很多東西都記不住了。<br /><br />這裡的春天,林子裡各式各樣的樹種逐漸爭相漫野綻放。那日風吹過開滿白花的梨樹群時, 就像一場春陽下的微微細雪;雪花在暖陽下飛舞,光線裡有我不知該如何向你形容的,徐徐落下的溫暖美麗。<br /><br />是像珈琲時光海報的顏色與溫柔寧靜嗎?<br /><br />(1) 這裡的咖啡時光<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpF2GCbyHx5qTeJbN1btSTiNrsbLlRcb0lPgazZzmUuDIsfHtIGpOPVR1ZcP6AtYr0SBwP9EwGMWO2g3Bt3CycAVh1VRAS9P4mTX_0Xp9Yy7DAhyphenhyphenIDp08Gd_Ls5bGQnXK6WYz8IrC9i98M/s1600-h/Coffee.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpF2GCbyHx5qTeJbN1btSTiNrsbLlRcb0lPgazZzmUuDIsfHtIGpOPVR1ZcP6AtYr0SBwP9EwGMWO2g3Bt3CycAVh1VRAS9P4mTX_0Xp9Yy7DAhyphenhyphenIDp08Gd_Ls5bGQnXK6WYz8IrC9i98M/s400/Coffee.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184862836233073826" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" >想呼應標題,也想把海報放著給自己看 (淺野忠信...),於是雖然跟敘述的內容無關還是放上來了 :)</span><br /><br /><br />女孩認真為我寫下一長串的簡寫<br /><br />V=Vanilla<br />Ca=Caramel<br />Alm =Almond<br />Haz=Haze nut<br />Rasp=Raspberry<br />RC=Irish Creme<br />.....<br />.....<br />K=Skim, Revere=half/half, soy=soy......<br /><br />"mmm...Let me show you how to write an order ticket...there is 6 sections..."<br /><br />盡量努力的記住,但是第一個客人進來時還是手忙腳亂忘記一大堆步驟。自己,客人跟管理的女孩臉上的黑線真是都黑成了三大團。我心裡不斷的狂叫 "天ㄚ天ㄚ! 怎麼小細節分這麼多種!! 我一直以為自己對咖啡店也是懂一點的...! 這些學校怎麼都沒有敎!!"<br /><br />副業之路: <a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);" href="http://www.cspot.com/caj_mv.htm">http://www.cspot.com/caj_mv.htm</a> (咖啡店很簡單的網頁)<br /><br />決定去熟識的咖啡店(老闆是長得很高大像罪犯的大哥) 每週殺掉個幾小時。剛開始的工作是櫃檯那端負責微笑跟打理客人需求的櫃檯小妹。在研究生涯作息一團亂之際,我絕望的期待咖啡店經理(看著她我一直想到<strong></strong><a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);" href="http://www.sineadoconnor.com/gallery.htm"><strong style="font-weight: normal;">Sinéad O'Connor</strong></a>)可以幫我規劃出健康有效率的作息時間。<br /><br />(2) 就是這樣的吧<br /><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family:PMingLiU;"><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">"在絕望之前有很多不得不做的事"</span><br /></span></span><br />還沒有絕望,只是在Sei走了以後心理過得有點洩氣。"這輩子應該再也不會有這樣的機會遇到這樣很多方面投合的人在身邊了吧。。。" 偶爾會內傷的想著。錯過總是上帝給人最美好的禮物,跟過於淘氣的玩笑。一個月後,學姊K也接著畢業離開身邊。"以後在這裡很難再遇到可以這樣用國台語一起誇張狂笑的女生了吧! 好像是再沒人可以讓我用中文講每天生活瑣事了。。。"<span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family:PMingLiU;"> 低落的想著,看來小小的事,卻隨著年紀跟閱歷增長,越形內傷了起來。強健的心臟好像變虛弱了。<br /><br />還好有個我不認識的瑛太說,</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family:PMingLiU;"><span>"在絕望之前有很多不得不做的事。"</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="font-family:PMingLiU;"><br />像是高中生對大姐姐的訓話。嗯嗯,像是什麼呢? 把喜歡的電影看完,學會很喜歡的Greek甜點,做出可以振奮人心的東西</span></span>,挽救能源危機。。。呵呵,想到最後好像笑了出來。這樣小學生式的口號呼喊跟內容真是感覺自己很幼稚,卻好像是當下再有效不過的方式了。<br /><br />不知道是不是因為這樣,上禮拜老闆出差的週末,把手邊現有打算要溫習的亞洲電影(大部分是侯孝賢相關電影)都看了!!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmztArLFbwmNc4OMTxu4d2i8bDV3L2V2OY9lXO4JyhkVpRt8Yt0BzCiCIGUDsE6dNa-V__62qTh1BPydtrmMi0Nghyphenhyphentu-KtE863l6kRoO3G8tCW5OV5GkvJHZIu2TfsOUn4qaYPWG34d2y/s1600-h/Hou.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmztArLFbwmNc4OMTxu4d2i8bDV3L2V2OY9lXO4JyhkVpRt8Yt0BzCiCIGUDsE6dNa-V__62qTh1BPydtrmMi0Nghyphenhyphentu-KtE863l6kRoO3G8tCW5OV5GkvJHZIu2TfsOUn4qaYPWG34d2y/s400/Hou.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184883658234524850" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:85%;">出自侯孝賢經典電影回顧特集,台灣朋友寄來的禮物。<br /></span><br /></div><a style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);" href="http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/Gallery/3077/lwina.html"><span style="font-size:100%;"><b>戀戀風塵回憶剪貼簿</b></span></a><br />http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/Gallery/3077/lwina.html<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgfXtdFRS2ucMZFM-7GRgxJlDxLqVGzHNLfoe1gD4jcNjw9RvlrPu734P-LzJUVtg9dFMEpbaEbQXs5LBgFbrjUUZf2NlLcfb26YaSGUhlPjykNjUFWHBT4YdScmuj7r_UzKIEpMcOfkMu/s1600-h/Ozu.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgfXtdFRS2ucMZFM-7GRgxJlDxLqVGzHNLfoe1gD4jcNjw9RvlrPu734P-LzJUVtg9dFMEpbaEbQXs5LBgFbrjUUZf2NlLcfb26YaSGUhlPjykNjUFWHBT4YdScmuj7r_UzKIEpMcOfkMu/s400/Ozu.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5184889357656126658" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">左:小津的東京物語<br />右:黑澤明的影舞者</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">都是朋友在DVD店倒店跳樓大拍賣時得意撿回來的片子</span><br /><br /><br /><br />看侯孝賢(於是連帶小津)對我而言常是帶著很濃的感情成分在裡面(是完全沒有能力判斷電影的好壞的);那比較像是我在驥索些什麼感情成份來滿足安慰自己的時刻。看完東京物語之後一整個月都無消無息的女兒馬上打了電話回家想找爸爸說話;小津描繪的安靜父親讓人想到那生於日治末期也是安靜的老爸爸;爸爸總是隨身帶著手帕。<br /><br />*****<br /><br />有時候把喜歡做的事想成不得不做的事時,也就像是給心臟一點激勵吧。<br /><br />這一切的時光,<br /><br /><p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:新細明體;">真正美好的故事並不需要完滿的結局,這樣我們才能夠不斷地在心底複習。</span></p><p style="font-style: italic;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:新細明體;"><br /></span></p> (3) 出差回來的老闆的Memo<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">After you make it into electronics or material science part further, I'm looking forward a publication out of this work. I'll visit IBM in May and they are the main company pushing this part... </span><br /><br />五月? 五月不是我要回台灣跟日本開心的日子摸? 雖然我還沒報告長官,機票錢可是給了~。<br /><br />(4) <a href="http://www.wecansolveit.org/"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">We Can Solve It !</span></span></a><br /><br />We can solve the climate crisis.<br /><br />晚上在電視上看到了這個高爾發起的組織活動,鼓勵人們以美國引以為傲的創造力跟資源,一起來為這個主題動腦筋;我腦海裡浮現有人發明自動洗淨垃圾且分類回收的機器,(五百公尺以內無恰當理由不准開車的處罰器也是需要的,但是沒人願意買) 拯救千萬懶惰美國人,也成為繼 IPOD之後美商征服全球的世紀商品這種畫面(感應式電燈跟水龍頭之後。。。)。紐約時報說遠在歐洲搞外交的小布似乎根本沒意識到美國經濟危機;願意相信,這裡還是有很多人在為地球做努力的。<br /><br /><br />好長的碎碎念,真想念中文。Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-50800421048703401072008-03-22T21:48:00.000-07:002008-03-30T18:55:13.041-07:00A Mental Home 精神病院友人H寄來的,鯨向海的詩集。<br />裡面也收錄了五、六年前初次看到鯨向海新聞台時很喜歡的"愛情馬戲團"。<br /><br />閱讀至第十一首,讀詩的速度告訴我,生命的態度已經自然地照著它自己的姿態轉變,一如對舊識詩的態度。或許是更成熟對待什麼或是看淡了什麼,轉變似乎也就是一種不同於以往某個特定時期的態度,不傷人也不做評斷的,只是發生了。<br /><br />至於詩本身呢...<br /><br />咖啡手走過來說很高興看到我在看閒書,這代表我還過得不錯。<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">(正好在Shanta 的相簿看到學姊婚禮與羊隊合照的照片,真是很開心看到這些臉孔)</span>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-26340943712519686242008-02-24T12:58:00.001-08:002008-12-10T18:54:36.475-08:00INTO THE WILD<span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" >[Weekend Blue Ridge Movie Theater]</span><br /><br />Into The Wild (2007,09)_ 原著:阿拉斯加之死<br /><br /><span style=";font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >人只有在跟人的關係裡才會得到快樂嗎?</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVGy7HDk_qiu6BGCSKhRHWc9FDpzy9gwlrHEifceqiLSQ6nO1YObVK5l8nmLB66h0y-xM9TdmKOwSwEzzOFS1KED45uYH4yjFWTP5dJkiYApZaOazxuPEZIHWNu2MZ_l5ifCveNQSiT0RZ/s1600-h/2285981434_e66675d74a.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVGy7HDk_qiu6BGCSKhRHWc9FDpzy9gwlrHEifceqiLSQ6nO1YObVK5l8nmLB66h0y-xM9TdmKOwSwEzzOFS1KED45uYH4yjFWTP5dJkiYApZaOazxuPEZIHWNu2MZ_l5ifCveNQSiT0RZ/s400/2285981434_e66675d74a.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5170655212520892946" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Eddie Vedder, Guaranteed<br /><object height="80" width="315"><param name="movie" value="http://www.ijigg.com/jiggPlayer.swf?songID=V2BB0CDCPAD&Autoplay=0"><param name="scale" value="noscale"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.ijigg.com/jiggPlayer.swf?Autoplay=0&songID=V2BB0CDCPAD" scale="noscale" wmode="transparent" height="80" width="315"></embed></object><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">On bended knee is no way to be free<br />lifting up an empty cup I ask silently<br />that all my destinations will accept the one that's me<br />so I can breath<br /><br />Circles they grow and they swallow people whole<br />half their lives they say goodnight to wive's they'll never know<br />got a mind full of questions and a teacher in my soul<br />so it goes...</span><br /><br />Eddie Vedder, Society<br /><object height="80" width="315"><param name="movie" value="http://www.ijigg.com/jiggPlayer.swf?songID=V2BEFDD0PA0&Autoplay=0"><param name="scale" value="noscale"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.ijigg.com/jiggPlayer.swf?Autoplay=0&songID=V2BEFDD0PA0" scale="noscale" wmode="transparent" height="80" width="315"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">幫小筐筐裡的標題正了個名。Blue Ridge Movie Theater 是間真正的二輪電影院,在家裡附近,票價美金1.5塊(跟同為生活必需卻要價三塊半美金的拿鐵來比的話...)。不同於台南全美戲院的是他每個禮拜有14檔二輪片在播放,從最受歡迎的美式智障搞笑片到周末晚也只有三個人的爆冷片都囊括了進去(沒包到色戒耶,被歸到藝術片的戲院去了,阿嗚)。他是我這兩年來最大的精神食糧,以後畢業論文後面的感謝名單決不能少他一個....</span><br /><br /></span>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-13667112765926178012008-01-21T20:50:00.001-08:002008-12-10T18:54:37.281-08:00逐海藍藍而去<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUwNJLg6Q1zcNVRf1RRphvpb3dBb-zmrYt1NpLBl5ZUjxvAC11DMRsFwQHyu_ve5eC9v1uHzjDpEq8fyVTkWhev0eZz81tJJeeEnVFed5v0TOqN8PwcKIVjSMCMczZONF1L9BYxcOPHGGl/s1600-h/IMGP3911.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUwNJLg6Q1zcNVRf1RRphvpb3dBb-zmrYt1NpLBl5ZUjxvAC11DMRsFwQHyu_ve5eC9v1uHzjDpEq8fyVTkWhev0eZz81tJJeeEnVFed5v0TOqN8PwcKIVjSMCMczZONF1L9BYxcOPHGGl/s400/IMGP3911.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5158159011113029394" border="0" /></a>行蹤交代圖, 一目了然我去做了什麼.<br /><br />還是很喜歡天空的藍. 每結束一段過去都想找個藍藍的地方, 跟天空或是海水講講心事, 講講未來.<br /><br />後記:<br />有些事有些情緒不願意去細想的. 細想是很可怕的動作, 像貓咪可以短時間內把原本舒服柔軟的紙巾團撕成飛揚的碎片, 讓人不知所措的四處沾附. 連聽著Jack Johnson輕快的吉他, 心情好像都只是虛弱的一直往下掉...<br /><br />於是出去走走像是麻藥. 我真的不知道它有沒有讓我快樂一點, 但是至少可以讓其他世界帶走一點, 太在意的部分.<br /><br />說到快樂阿說到理性阿, 若你覺得我這裡很多就來取走吧.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsXvtqUfSFwK49CtTpMBaDD-ZStGxSmQw5MAOWhHja2JpbLvT2Gl6cT2ryYVY5yeHLUaZwPKfNDPDXv0t8dgKFmD_ZNbmp_8k6Q-pUn5KwEKjzVigLk4LbadIW9INQ2p_ibBx6eBu0SZ3Q/s1600-h/IMGP3950.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsXvtqUfSFwK49CtTpMBaDD-ZStGxSmQw5MAOWhHja2JpbLvT2Gl6cT2ryYVY5yeHLUaZwPKfNDPDXv0t8dgKFmD_ZNbmp_8k6Q-pUn5KwEKjzVigLk4LbadIW9INQ2p_ibBx6eBu0SZ3Q/s320/IMGP3950.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5158159440609759010" border="0" /></a>累了就找個看順眼的沙灘紮營. 天氣和煦也不一定需要營火, 只是誰知道美麗的白沙灘上有比山上還多還兇還飢渴的小黑蚊....<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYppV6HFAk3ntE-zPaggeBThMLs3GqsK0qBoX1tOqsKk6IdrldD-ijeyB8vBCpEeWT2yUGc2lAD4Z3M2SBtrmCNZrFy6kfAgmMLw7VJksxfeWn9ho8qIaodxY4FE9Oe4TIkVXidJma5UwF/s1600-h/IMGP3884.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYppV6HFAk3ntE-zPaggeBThMLs3GqsK0qBoX1tOqsKk6IdrldD-ijeyB8vBCpEeWT2yUGc2lAD4Z3M2SBtrmCNZrFy6kfAgmMLw7VJksxfeWn9ho8qIaodxY4FE9Oe4TIkVXidJma5UwF/s400/IMGP3884.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5158161502194061106" border="0" /></a>海淡水交流區的水上營地, 也是海豚喜歡遊戲的地方. 煮早餐等待太陽升起後才能開船~<br /><br />後記:<br />你在我背後喃喃的說為什麼十二月的時候我不這麼做<br />(真他馬的為什麼老要在我背後說,我神經有時就是很大條就是會錯過)<br />我極度喪氣的背對著你說因為我當時還在思考跟漂流<br /><br />時間剩下很少,要面對的飛行時間卻很長.<br />我真想知道你會不會因此而感到些許的難過<br />我會的<br /><br />有些事有些情緒只是不願意委屈去承受而已. 好像害怕自己心理的銅像會垮台, 膜拜的靈魂會不知從何遵守一樣. 人就是這樣圈住自己的不是嗎?Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5856812170182727489.post-42583753601538902402007-10-20T21:59:00.000-07:002008-12-10T18:54:37.536-08:00清醒後. 期待閱讀寂寞<span style="font-family:arial;"><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">人一旦開始躲藏就很難停下來了,這點我始終深信不疑。我總是懷念</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">躲在寂寞的角落裏含著一顆糖的滋味…… </span></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:arial;" ><br /> <br /> ——袁哲生小說集《寂寞的遊戲》</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"> 從一連幾個沒機會睡上三個小時的日子清醒過來。空氣很涼陽光明亮。國中第一次動過手術後出院那天,似乎也是相同的感覺,看著玻璃門外的明亮感到美好與喜悅不安。空氣與光線總是輕得叫人不可置信</span><span style="font-family:arial;">。</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnZr2K2vSzwUPVOGTsxmJvMEYZrxIbB2EYKocKoW7wV6-owd-0I7xMMMTwO4oAHUCdvgqcL_j8sTyr8IQ-A-yUqv9P5m3K27ib1CnGb5zjt6y6M408KbLktDgN_KcIAMK0Fd1fwlON-QJL/s1600-h/distance.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnZr2K2vSzwUPVOGTsxmJvMEYZrxIbB2EYKocKoW7wV6-owd-0I7xMMMTwO4oAHUCdvgqcL_j8sTyr8IQ-A-yUqv9P5m3K27ib1CnGb5zjt6y6M408KbLktDgN_KcIAMK0Fd1fwlON-QJL/s320/distance.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5123654102595630658" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:新細明體;">還沒讀過袁哲生,已經開始期待能否品嘗出那角落的甜。跟期待那張小火車宣稱賣老臉去要到的國際版海報一樣。只差一個是為了滿足閱讀的腦,一個是為了滿足假想自己是女同的視覺慾望。</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;" href="http://www.wretch.cc/blog/Distant2007">最遙遠的距離</a><br />希望電影可以賣得好以讓導演足以還債去.可以繼續拍想拍的東西<br /><span style="font-family:新細明體;">( 以上是為了感謝他為公娼阿姨們拍攝過<a style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 0, 51);" href="http://mypaper.pchome.com.tw/news/ureaviva2/3/1275130316/20061104154437/#centerFlag">麥相害</a> )<br /><br />繼續推 -- 最遙遠的距離 by <a href="http://blog.yam.com/YenC/article/12156071">時光之硯</a><br /></span><span style=";font-family:新細明體;font-size:12;" ><br /></span>Uhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03986949183483156660noreply@blogger.com0